Girl alone
Brooke Cagle

I used to suppose clearly, that I wouldn’t. That I wouldn’t discover somebody kinder, nicer, sweeter, extra attentive than you. However in fact, the world doesn’t revolve round you. You aren’t the most effective human being to ever exist.

You made errors too. Errors I neglected. You stated issues. Issues I ignored. You probably did issues to me. Issues I selected to disregard.

You was once my world. You was once my secure haven, my church, my saving grace.

However the factor is, is that with time, I’ve come to some realizations. Realizations that I needed to discover out alone in my very own time. You weren’t this excellent particular person. You weren’t perfection. And no-one is. However you made me suppose that you simply had been.

You had been virtually too good to be true. I believed I didn’t deserve you. I all the time questioned why me? After which while you broke it off, there was nothing I might do however choose up the items on my own.

You had been gone identical to that.

Years have handed and I’ve seen glimpses of hope in different folks’s eyes that don’t seem like yours anymore. I don’t dream of you. I don’t lay awake at evening wishing you had been subsequent to me.

And now, I do know with my complete coronary heart, I’ll discover another person.

I’ll discover somebody who will make me chortle tougher. I’ll discover somebody who will make me smile wider. I’ll discover somebody who I gained’t should attempt to impress.

I’ll discover somebody who will respect my flaws. I’ll discover somebody who gained’t quit on me. And I’ll discover somebody who gained’t let me go.

And that particular person, who I used to suppose can be you, isn’t you. Not anymore. Not now.

And the humorous factor about it’s, I’m not unhappy about that truth anymore. I’m not bitter. My coronary heart isn’t chilly. I’m not disenchanted. And I’m not offended.

You occurred for a cause. You had been my past love. However that’s why they name it a ‘first’. There’s a primary for all the things however there’s additionally one thing to be stated about seconds and thirds.

I’m completely happy we met. I’m completely happy you really liked me. I’m completely happy I liked you. However make no mistake, someday I’ll be strolling down the aisle on grass lined in flower petals. And I gained’t be headed wherever in direction of you. TC mark


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